December 2010
4 posts
2010
I used to do this every year on another blog site. So I’m moving it over here.
January: Joined Kappa
February:Slept the night at Jess’ for Valentines, had fun. :D
March: Initiated into Kappa. Got Rec Sec. EDF.
April: Spring Break. Got PA job.
May:End of school, summer. DL.
June:
July: Jess’ bday.
August: Velazquez house :D Training.
September:Work :D
October:...
Dear _____,
I thought that maybe writing a letter to myself to just let everything out would help me tonight. To just try and vent through something other than a person. But really I can’t think of what I want to say. All I seem to be able to do is sing along to the sad songs that I’m playing on my computer because its what is making me feel better.
I can pretend that everything is okay, and I...
I’m not happy. I’m tired of pretending to be happy. I’m just so sick of everyone looking for me for comfort. I know that I can handle it, but why can’t I have someone I can call and cry to and let it all out to. I want someone to tell me it’ll all be okay and that I have potential. I want to be better than I am.
Sometimes I think about going against the promise I...